A story. April 7, 2010
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Life was mediocre, never was it a super exciting day i looked forward to nor a down right disappointed night, to begin with. Came 27th February, we finally met, for the first time, online in MSN. I really wonder why I had given you my msn, was it because I was too lazy to create a fake MSN to meet online strangers? Maybe, but something tells me you’re different from others. I added with the intention of just chatting, probably like you said, make friends.
In the very same night, I recalled how panicked I was when you suddenly told me you may have known me. That was how we added each other in FaceBook. I was busy preparing for my exam, 2 days from 27th February, yet i spent some time chatting with you because I suddenly felt that we have known each other for years, and we have a lot to talk about. Knowing that we are from the same Secondary School had probably broken the boundary and made it easy to open myself; to you. I would say, if not for FaceBook, I would have ended the chat and turned in early to continue studying the next day. Later that night, we exchanged contacts. I was supposed to turn in, but we continued chatting till midnight, about 2am.
To be continued…
Just to let u know.. March 31, 2010
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The purpose of writing this is just to let you know that even though i regret choosing to meet, I will still make the same decision if i were given a second chance. Because to have met you, I’m already happy to be at the top of the world for just one single hour, even if i had to fall from there for the next few days (or even weeks and months).
Protected: I need a break… March 30, 2010
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Corrine May – Save Me March 25, 2010
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If there is a song that can describe my feeling right now, it would be this. Enjoy.
I drift, I burn, I fly
When you sing lullabies
I’m helpless, I’m yearning
I’m like the putty in your hands
I laugh, I dream, I cry
When you take me on a roller coaster ride
You see me through and through
You see just who i am
Just take my hand and
Save me from this place
Heaven knows I’m falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I’ve been waiting for you
I had a dream that i
was falling from the sky
At 90 miles an hour
I was bound to crash and die
But out of nowhere you came and rescued me
There must be some grace in the touch of your face
I’m so happy that I’ve found you
I’m no longer afraid
Oh ‘ cause you
Save me from this place
Heaven knows i’m falling
For you my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I’ve been waiting
Before i met you
Life was slow-mo
So slow-mo
I thought i had it figured out
But you came and turned my whole world upside down
Save me from this place
Heaven knows I’m falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows you’ve come to
Save me from this place
Heaven knows I’m falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I’ve been waiting for you
Waiting for you
Holidays! March 9, 2010
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Well, exam actually ended last week. 1 March to be exact. Kind of busy after exam, busy trying to find a life partner. Haha! Anyways, I think i have spent a long time resting and recuperating from the examination stress.
Now, i can really enjoy, i hope. Initially, didn’t really wanted to “announce” it to the whole world that i’m travelling. Since most already know, yes, i’m travelling to Japan, this time with my poly friends (yes! poly friends!) I can’t wait. In a few hours time, i’ll be going to the airport to check in my luggage =X Till then peeps!
I’ll try to ask sam to let me use his laptop to blog about my wonderful trip. It was snowing yesterday morning, so i hope it will still be tomorrow monring =X Sheeeeeeet. It’s raining, no turbulence please (fingers crossed)
Remember i was saying that i hold over 10k when i went to taiwan? I’m holding 70K Japanese Yen now =X nearly a hundred…. WOOTZ! I’ll try to get as much goodies as possible to be given to all. No promise.
I CANNOT STAND IT ANYMORE! February 17, 2010
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You know what? Examinations’ like a week away and I HAVE NOT STARTED STUDYING ANYTHING!
Being a Singaporean Kid, i feel that we are all sufferring the same thing. Every year, we talk in class every single day, without listening to hell what the lecturer says. We don’t do tutorials, we used one another’s answers to submit practical. Sometimes i really wonder if i had learnt anything at the end of the day.
And the worst is exams. At the start, you tell yourself you are going to study for how long. Halfway through, you tell yourself there are still plenty of time, you are free to relax, watch tv, whatever. Before you know it, SHIT! I HAVE ONLY a FEW DAYS left before exam! HOW!?
This semester in particular, i really need all my energy to study well, but instead, i am totally drained and have no mood to touch my book at all. It’s like the last lap, but i lack the stamina to run.
I hope i won’t turn out like this on my exam day:
Double the fun this year! February 14, 2010
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Here’s wishing everyone a Happy Lunar New Year, may you have a gRRRRReat and tigerific year ahead!
And for those who are not single, Happy Valentine’s Day!
Gone were the days February 9, 2010
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You know what? Gone were the days when Aloysius was oh-so-nice to bully or so kind hearted. I keep saying sorry for everything i do, it’s not even like everything is my fault. In fact, i feel sorry for everything, WHY?
Sometimes i feel that friends are important in life, but now, i really look at friendship differently. There are differences between acquaintances and friends. Some “friends” are simply acquaintance ONLY. Bottomline is, i’m really fedup and that’s it. No more kindness from Aloysius. It’s time I pamper myself, i’ve pampered others too much.
The main reason for the reconsideration is because of some recent event that had happened. Buddies tell the truth, friends pacify you with with lush words, but acquaintance? They make you feel inferior. They don’t even care about your feelings sometimes. MUCH LESS THOSE WHO LIED. Firstly, I’m not a person who appreciate truth, most of the time. To worsen it, a person who lied. This is exactly the kind of person that irk me. To think you kend your ear when your friend needed it. To think you actually know that your friend is just using you to pass time because there are no one else your friend can look for that day and you still went your way to accompany your friend. To think you told your friend the truth but your friend lied in the end. AND TO THINK YOU NEEDED HELP, and he blatantly declined you. Not like your friend cannot reject you, but my point is, you could have just ignored right? That’s the simplest thing you could have done.
Hell with this people. I hope they get the same shit they are doing now when they work. All in all, basically i won’t entertain these people anymore.
Entreprenuership Day February 7, 2010
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Finally, Entreprenuership day has ended. Haha. But because this idea is going to be used for Imagine Cup, i don’t think i can divulge the idea, yet.
Whatever, I’m just glad that it’s all over now, and i have 1 less thing to worry about, for now. Thankfully, this semester has only 3 papers. I pretty much wonder how my other modules are doing. I REALLY need a GPA of 4 this semester. I really hope i can do well in my exam. =X
What our surroundings had done to us.. October 31, 2009
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I was looking through some very old photos taken in Secondary School. These photo were hand picked by a couple of my friends who painstakingly cut them, paste them, and caption them all hand made, onto a couple of pieces of coloured papers.
As i was browsing through, a couple of things flashed in my mind. First, it was the laughter, because it really is funny what we all had done slightly younger. As usual, i would like to emphasize that i am still young =P. Next that came in mind was how great life was back then. Little worries, everything in my life was very well taken care of. Our friendship was so pure and unquestionable.
Yet, as we move on to different stages of life, we trust less of each other, we doubt more of each other, we have greater uncertainty in people relationship. We have to constantly guard ourselves against everyone because deep in our heart, there is this deep rooted message; it’s a thin line between trusting and being stab left, right, center and from the back.
I wasn’t particularly referring to any stage of life or friends. I am just glad I had a wonderful time and the knowing of such great classmates.
I feel that these happenings in life is not unusual in a rat race society. Particular developed countries where competition is strong. In short, I’m trying to say that the environment we live in changed us. I realised that these days, I see lesser of my laughter, more thinking, less enjoyment, more work, less time, more worry, less health, more illnesses. I really wished i time could have just stopped at those happy moments.
Right, back to reality. I think 513 should meet up one day to rekindle our great times =)
